We take life for granted a lot of the time and don't realize how much of an amazing gift we have been given. You were miraculously brought into this world, and no matter your religion, skin color, or gender, you will all, one day, end up in the same place. I don't like to think about death. The thought of just being gone terrifies me. My biggest fear is losing my parents. They have been there for me through everything and to even have the thought of losing my whole world absolutely terrifies me. The day that I have to face that will be a very hard time for me. I understand that it must happen and it's a natural part of life, but I don't think I'm ready for it yet. I hope God makes sure I'm ready before it happens.
As I age one year older, I look back and realize how much different I am thank the years past. I, personally, see myself as growing and maturing more. Instead of jumping right to conclusions and speaking what's on my mind, I've seen myself taking back some time to process and say exactly what it is I want to say. I think life is the biggest school you will go through and we will learn more than the public education system offers. Although I don't live near marine life, I know through the public education system, I get to learn about sharks, whales, and all the different sea creatures that I may or may never see in my whole life. In life school, I will learn how society and people are. I've learned that many people will show themselves as being kind, but really can't wait to see you fail. That is something you can't learn in school. Over the past 25 years, I've had many friendships and lost many of them. I am thankful for all of it. I know God has a good plan for me and I just have to trust Him. Alhamdulillah za sve.
So, Hello September! I can't wait to see what you have to offer! I hope to have a birthday post, some fall posts, and a secret post about something I've been doing the past few weeks that I can't wait to share until it's over. Thank you for reading my blog. I know I haven't posted much but I hope that you will soon see why.